š± I Lost $26,000 Last Month (Hereās What Happened)
Welcome to Septemberās Monthly Memo.
If youāre new here, each month I share my income, expenses and what Iām working on now.
This month I lost $26,536.
Grab a cup of tea, letās chat through why.
The Freedom Metre
When I was a dentist, I hated how my income was tied to my time. As a writer, I began tracking leveraged incomeāscalable assetsābecause what you measure you improve. We began the Freedom Metre in January 2023. Iād made $89,360.77, and 35.82% was low leverage.
Todayās figures:

Let's dive into the numbers.
Septemberās income:
Gross: $15,096.26
Expenses: $41,632.47
Net: -$26,536.21

Income breakdown
- Products:
- Social Selling Simplified: $8,214.66
- Digital Products: $4,962.75
- Consulting: $500.00
- Affiliate sales: $1,418.85
Despite the loss, Iām proud because this monthās income cost almost zero time. I am focused on my book, Magnetic Writing, so avoiding heavy money-making projects.
For Social Selling Simplified, I hired an expert to deliver the training.
And Senja paid me a bonus $1,000 for an earlier promotion.
The majority of product sales came through a new e-book I built called The Business of Writing. It was my first paid ads funnel iteration. Iāve written more about this below.
Letās take a look at the expenses.
Expenses:

Notable Expenses:
- One-off/Education: $35,204.71
- Monthly Running Cost: $2,555.99
I hired Jordan & Diana Parker (who delivered Social Selling Simplified) for a year of support. We worked together on a monthly basis previously. But I want to get good at paid ads and coaching, and they are fountains of knowledge with both.
So I paid for a year.
Itās a good win-win.
I saved several thousand dollars, and we deepened our relationship, knowing we have a 12-month timespan to build something great. Year-long commitments with your clients are a great way to serve fewer people, but better.
You might be wondering why I feel good about losing money. I explain more in the final section of this email.
First, letās chat about audience growth.
Audience:

Gained followers:
Social media has been slow and steady. I love it. Chasing an algorithm makes my skin crawl these days. I want everything in my business to be a āHell Yeahā.
An interesting observation:
Multiple people reached out to work with me this month. They highlighted ābig namesā in the creator space and how their content was repetitive, shallow, and uninspiring.
It reinforces a message Iāve been banging on about:
Making an impression is more important than the number of impressions.
Growth is good, but how you grow is more important than how fast. Especially today. In an age of infinite noise, the more real brands win.
I just started posting on Substack, but have no intention of splitting my focus. I have hundreds of emails and thousands of tweets to repost. Itās why writing is powerful. Every word is a robot that will work day and night to build your business. Make them work harder.
YouTube is also going well.
Iām very much a beginner, but I love speaking to my audience in a different way. Iām slowly iterating now that Iāve recorded 10 videos.
Newsletter:

Total readers: 32,493
New subscribers: 662
Unsubscribes: 979
Net growth: -317
One downside of less social media traffic is fewer email subscribers. But itās cool. Each month, I grow more confident in my newsletter. It seems few brands take theirs seriously, which is madness.
Your job as a writer is to build a world so that when people find you, they never want to leave. The aim is not to be the writer for everyone, but THE writer for someone. Email is where that magic happens. It is your inner fortress, and should be treated as such. You want a tight list of raving fans.
That said, Iām working on more growth mechanisms. So letās talk about the paid ad stuff.
3 moves I am making
Move 1: I built my first paid ads funnel
I have always relied on āfreeā traffic. But social media is not free; you pay with time. And Iām getting more grey hairs these days.
If I can get faster results using leverage, I am in.
So I built an e-book called The Business of Writing. It is an improved version of an email series I shared last month. I added upsells and bumps using my other assets, and wrote a quick sales page to replace the āthank youā page on my lead magnet, the SUCKS framework.
Then I paid $2k for an ad with Justin Welsh.
We made $1,807.10 back so far.

It didnāt break even on round 1, but Iām happy considering it took a few hours to set up. Weāve reduced the cost per lead significantly. Iām now adding more leverage with an improved welcome sequence, pitching my other products. Each month should become more profitable.
Importantly:
This turned 46 subscribers into immediate buyers.
And those who buy once, buy more (if you prove youāre worth investing in).
I have 100% confidence that some of these customers will invest in my future offers, and all I need is an extra $192.90 to say I am growing my audience for free.
Itās fun to learn a new skill, and Iāll share more as I figure it out.
So, what about bleeding cash?
Move 2: Iām reinvesting heavily into the business
And it feels great.
Because I am not freaking out about seeing the numbers go down.
Classically, I have a huge scarcity mindset. Iām frugal, and my original life plan was to save and reinvest heavily into stocks and shares.
But my attitude has changed.
Iāve always known that business has a higher ROI than index funds. But I am in no hurry to get rich because my dream life is a simple one (write, read, walk, eat, in good weather with good people).
But when I realised that money is energy, it felt like having a rug pulled from under me. I donāt want to save cash for some distant future. I want to spend it to advance my mission. I want to make more of an impact.
And I want to look back when Iām old, knowing I had the balls to bet on myself as a writer.
On that noteā¦
Move 3: Iām writing weekly āessayā style emails
I love long-form content. But it is not optimal for sales. Short, frequent emails grow your business best. But I want to write stuff my kids would be proud to read. I donāt get the same feeling when I write content without depth, so I asked myself:
Why not do what you want?
The best writing comes when you scratch your own itch. So I set an experiment: 12 emails that take on deep, important topics on my mind.
Iāve posted 2 and written 4 more.
So far?
It is going f**king fantastic. I am having so much fun. Even though I spend my first 4 hours on the book, I canāt wait to write essays in the afternoon. Iāve almost doubled my writing time without forcing myself.
Itās an important lesson on success:
Follow your curiosity.
Because it makes work feel like play.
Itās too soon to assess the impact of deeper emails. But the early replies have been fantastic. Relationships take time to build, so Iām interested to see what happens in a year.
It reminds me of something I wrote on my whiteboard 5 years ago:
The longer you wait, the bigger you win.
With YouTube, Substack, weekly essays, and Magnetic Writingāit feels like 95% of my effort is on the long game again. Which is precisely where a writer should be. Leverage rewards the patient.
To your freedom,
Kieran
About Kieran
Ex dentist, current writer, future Onlyfans star Ā· Sharing what I learn about writing well, thinking clearly, and building an online business